unreasonably irked

So, I know I haven't posted in a while, and sorry to make this post one big long complaint, but if you don't feel like hearing it, just don't read. Our house has been on the market for three days now, and I know I should be happy about how many people are looking at it, but honestly, I'm thoroughly sick of this whole process. On Thursday, I went to the stupid supermarket FOUR times, because I had nowhere else to go. I even had to eat dinner there. It sucked. I had to walk around the park for over an hour in the snow, because again, people were in my house and I had nowhere to go. I get up at freaking 8 am to clean the house and pick everything up so I can leave the house and not come back till 3 or later in the afternoon. I'm sick of it. This is suppose to be my Christmas break, and it sucks. I've spent over 8 hours in the library wasting time because (big surprise) I have nowhere to go. So today was suppose to be a fun day for me. I was going with my parents to see my dad's team that he coaches play a game, then we were going to go to the Danbury Mall. I've been wanting to go shopping for a really long time now (since i have money for the first time in about a year) and it just keeps getting put off...not my me, but by everyone else who I ask to go shopping with me. Shopping by yourself is no fun. Like in Hilton Head, all i wanted to do was shopping at the outlets. But no, after the first store our real estate agent called and we had to run off and meet with him. (i know i'm blowing this out of proportion, but hey, i'm in a bad mood) Anyway, I've been wanting to go shopping since sometime after thanksgiving and everyone keeps canceling on me. So, today was finally my day to do what I wanted instead of do what other people wanted me to do. And, since I'm typing this in a pissy mood, I'm sure you can tell what happened. Yeah, didn't get to go shopping. I am now sitting in the library (for the 7 time in 3 days) typing this entry because I forgot I had to lifeguard today from 12-4. I didn't even WANT to guard on the weekends, but Mom so conveniently told Ron (my boss) that I was available to work weekends, which has already brought about other problems (which i've already taken care of). But, instead of being able to relax at home till work, we had a stupid showing from 11 to 12. As a result, I'm sitting here in the library, in my bathing suit and work uniform, with a dumb bag lunch in the car. I am so sick of this. I just want to relax and have some fun for once instead of cleaning the bathroom every single day, brushing my teeth in the kitchen sink so i don't make the bathroom sink dirty, dusting the floor every single time after people leave. I'm sick of emptying the garbage every day and putting down the toilet seat after relator's clients leave it up. I'm sick of being at this stupid library. And most of all, I'm sick of my parents being stressed out and taking it out on me, and constantly nagging and reminding me about every little thing. I'm not stupid, I KNOW what needs to be done. But sometimes I just don't feel like doing it in the 15 or 20 minutes I have at home. I just want to be selfish and have my own way for ONE day and do what I want. I just want to have some fun, I want my house to be my own for a day. And I don't know when that will happen. We even have a showing tomorrow, on a SUNDAY. Who does that!?! All I know is that no one better misbehave at the pool, cause I'm pretty sure I'll take their head off. Its not going to be three strikes and your out, more like one strike...poor kids.